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A Song To Myself

*Update.... "Nobody Gives A Shit About Big Foot" - Tourrette's Guy  - Anyway so I found this really uplifting Documentary to watch on Netflix which helped my mood and took this damned mosquito buzzing craving away.... * Still on Day 6



This is really my head today, lol.. Some of it's funny... Some of it's serious shit tho... So... a little music <3 here....


Aaron Lewis - What Hurts The Most (Plus a story)

This is actually a song to myself. An apology of sorts. For everything I should have done before this mountain of shit. For all the poems I should have written when I was conscious enough to do it. For the ones I should write now. For not being in the right places when I should have. For being in the wrong ones way too many times....

Alyce

I'd also like to add this quote. This one is for all of my readers who are just like myself, and have mental problems, sadness, whatever kind of problem... You're not by yourself. I know I'm not by myself but this disease tricks you into thinking of nothing but. So take a moment... know it will pass.... we will be okay today. And thats all that matters... : )

"Why do people have to be this lonely? What's the point of it all? Millions of people in this world, all of them yearning, looking to others to satisfy them, yet isolating themselves. Why? Was the earth put here just to nourish human loneliness?"
— Haruki Murakami (Sputnik Sweetheart) 

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