"She seems so cool, so focused, so quiet, yet her eyes remain fixed upon
the horizon. You think you know all there is to know about her
immediately upon meeting her, but everything you think you know is
wrong. Passion flows through her like a river of blood.
She only looked away for a moment, and the mask slipped, and you fell. All your tomorrows start here."
— Neil Gaiman
She only looked away for a moment, and the mask slipped, and you fell. All your tomorrows start here."
— Neil Gaiman
Something To Look Forward To
Most of my life.... especially waking
up.. was an absolutely disaster for me. You could literally tell me...
"Hey, Alyce... You're getting married in twenty minutes...It's
7:45am..." - And I would straight tell you to get the F__K out.... and then start throwing things...and screaming....
Since we have had a Slice of Pie -
mornings became a necessity... one I still hated, but it came with its
own rewards. Her sleeping on my chest, knowing I loved her more than
anything else in the whole world, early morning screaming poops, being
shat and peed on in every situation, being covered in spit up when I had
just changed clothes... All of it... I loved it all. Those days go by
so fast... and soon they are throwing things at you and screaming...
"NO, MOMMY!!!!" before you know it...
But.. I digress... As usual...
These days as she is becoming older,
and Kitty Ears, takes the morning shift... things have gotten easier. I
spend most of my nights after she goes to bed working, working, working.
This week I have put in thirty hours... on my business.
Being able to work at 9pm, smoke breaks, checking my Sims while I work... ummmm... Yass, Please.
But I wanted to let you know.. it's
not easy. The discipline alone can be ridiculous.. some days you don't
want to work 13 hours for free. Some nights.. you just want to go to
bed.. But....
YOU KNOW YOU CAN MAKE THIS BUSINESS WORK!
YOU KNOW YOU DESIGN PRETTY AMAZING STUFF!
YOU KNOW YOU NEVER WANT TO HAVE A BOSS AGAIN!
Those little mantras keep me up at
night.. doing what I am doing right now. Making these gems for all of
ya'll! It is a supreme joy to do what you want to do. And I pity those
with passion for nothing... it must be a lonely world. I hope that is
one thing I can bring to people with our products.. A little hope.. A
little inspiration... A little happiness.
After all - We all DESERVE HAPPINESS.
Alyce Ayers
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