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                                                Today

Things about me you should probably know:
  1. As you can tell, I'm not in a sunny disposition all the time. I am person who suffers from severe mental illness (extreme depression, anxiety, hurting myself, many suicide attempts (failed of course cuz I even suck at killing myself haha), and many hospitilaztions. I don't have any or most of my eggs in the basket ya'll.... But one thing I do like.... is to cook. I was so depressed that when I was in the nuthouse last week I told my psych I was TOO depressed ."to pack a 420, OR kill myself. He said "That sounds like a problem to me"
  2. I fucking say fuck... a lot. 
  3. Quid Pro Quo thats all my info you get for today. But in the fashion of 420 420 420 420 420 420 420 420 420 420 420 420 420 420 420 - I will and and try and bake something for you today.
  4. I started this blog to give myself a positive thing to do while working on my mental recovery. So bare with me... The bats are not all in the belfry.....   
  5. I dropped a friend off today to help herself. Universe Bless her and all in it's beautiful grace.

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